People have been telling me recently how ugly and unatractive i am, and how horrible an artist i am...I know.
I know I'm not pretty like the models in the magazines.
I know I'm not good at drawing things on the computer.
I know I'm unattractive to people.
I know some people will hate my art.
I know some people hate my personality.
And I know I'm not what i want to be.
But right now, all i can do is try.
Right now all i can do is practice.
Right now all i can do is work out and keep clean.
And right now, all i can do is hope...
Please stop telling me i'm ugly and unatractive.
Please stop saying my art is trash.
Please stop trying to hurt me.
It's not that hard to do...
I may act tough, but that's only protection.
I'm really actually very sensitive...
And very scared...
I cant do anything to make you change your mind.
And you likely think i'm just saying this so i can get others to pick on you for picking on me...
But i'm not saying names.
Because there are to many to say and I dont want anymore of it.
Please just stop.
Please just leave me alone unless it's constructive critisizm
Or if it's some random compliment to make my day a bit brighter.
Please just stop being mean to me...
I'm not able to handle it.